Doesnt really have anything to do with the title... Okay, maybe a little^^Warnings: yaoi (aka boyXboy love) , angst, character death, fail story... uhhhh may or may not be rated, will see how this turns out.hcheartjkpop,This is for you monkey hyung~ Kays, I know you wanted fluff but it ended up super fail, so I stuck with angst T.T Hope you like this anyways~ I WILL MAKE YOU READ IT EVEN IF YOU DONT! *evil laughter*Wrote this on my iPad, not sure if the paragraphing will turn out right... Forgive me if it doesnt. ForewordPrologue~On rainy days, you come to find me, torturing me through the night...~Kevin hated that they said what he had done was for revenge. He hated that it was lies, all lies."Kevin." he looked up, through the glass window, at the man who was his best friend. Correction. His EX-best friend. He tilted his head, a sign for him to continue. "Kevin... Why?"He turned away. Just as he d thought, he was right. No one ever understood him. Not even his closest friend."I had to do it.""Why did you have to do it? Please, tell me." Kevin searched his face, but all he saw was disappointment, sadness. Fear."You wont understand." Sharp clipped words, as Kevin stared at his cuffed hands, the cold metal table. Anywhere but him."I will! Ive always understood you..." A pause, a pregnant silence. "Please. Im doing this because I love you."Kevin froze at the last three words.How many times had he heard them? How many times had they been spoken as a lie?"No. No, you dont." he stood up abruptly, ending the conversation.Hed been fooled too many times before, it wouldnt happen again.~How was it?:) Please comment cause I love comments keke~Will update when Ive finished up (most likely next week) so stay tuned~^^ (and Ive concluded the paragraphing doesnt work with my iPad T.T so i edited AGAIN)