"Fireworks, sparks flying, an unforgettable moment" are all words I thought Id use to describe the first time I fell in love. Instead Id say "unfortunate, awkward, weird". I mean...he did think I was going to kill myself.When Moon Miseon is caught swinging her legs peacefully off the edge of the rooftop, her schoolmate Jungkook freaks out and tells her she doesnt need to do it, that she can get through whatever her problem is. And shes absolutely dumbfounded. She didnt want to kill herself. But when that weird situation lands her in Jungkooks arms, she doesnt refuse. And from that awkward moment on, shes loved that boy who had it all wrong from the first minute he paid her any attention. ForewordHey hey! This is my first BTS fanfic and Ive wanted to write a Jungkook fanfic for a long time since hes amazing, but I havent figured out what I wanted to do, but this idea came to me and Ive decided to run with it!   "Im not trying to kill myself." I really wanted to say that, but the words just didnt seem to come out no matter how many times I opened my mouth.I think it was the way he held me. With concern and so much intensity, so much passion. His eyes were filled with worry and his arms held me tight like I may fly away any second. His hair hung down off his face besides the few hairs that stuck to his forehead from his sweat and his silver cross necklace swung in the space between us."Are you okay?" he asked me urgently, his voice low and fast. His grip never loosened, staying tight around me.  So just a few things to keep in mind:1. This is a first person story told through the eyes of my own character, Moon Miseon2. Im not promoting suicide. I dont know if anyone is thinking that I do, but in case anyone is ... Im saying Im not (lol i dont know)3. This is my story and if theres any similarities to a different story it is purely coincidental.4. No ones like actually famous in this story, BTS just has a high popularity level5. PLEASE SUBSCRIBE AND UPVOTE AND COMMENT. Because I love comments they make me happy ^u^Please enjoy my story and support!! Thank you for reading!!