The feeling of liking someone from afar was beyond satisfying for Luhan because he knows that whatever his heart desires, he can never give it to himself. When Sehun thought that it was possible to love someone after years of admiration, it was finally the time he was about to cross the line of what he really feels. And Baekhyun makes sure the two will not have the happy ever after they hoped for. ForewordHe knew it was wrong. It was completely wrong but, he still agreed. The situation is bad. Everything is just impossible to happen. It wont end up happily. He knows what the consequences may be but, he still choose to follow his heart. What if following his heart was the worst decision he had ever made? He knows everything will end up as a failure but, he still wanted to try, to atleast experience what life is with.. him. He wanted to run, to esccape the whole thing. He wanted to cry, for it hurts too much. He wanted to smile, for its just too overwhelming to feel. He wanted to shout, to let his anger out. He wanted to sleep, to wake up the next morning wishing that it never happened in the first place. He wanted to dissapear, for its just too much to take. What will he do? Should he just keep it to himself for the pain he is feeling and eventually suffocating himself with all the secrets he kept till it burst out? Or lets all the details out for its too unbearable to carry in his little heart which is weighing too much for him to handle.  He wanted an answer but who could give him the right answer he needs? Thats right, its him..